What is love? Baby, don’t hurt me.

That fuckin song came to my mind after realizing I had woken up from some fucked up dream. That’s honestly, the only fucking way of putting it. What I do know about fucked up dreams, I just know I dream some weird shit sometimes. I’m texting with my sister and she can’t figure out who the fuck she’s talking to. I was kinda laughing when my in-laws soon to be ex in-laws came knocking at the bedroom door to check up on me. So much drama and I’m out of need or desire to be a part of this drama so I think I better start checking out. I’m thinking of my options. I’m kinda worried, but I’m not really tripping. God got me is what I tell myself and then He makes it happen because it will happen somehow and I’m not tripping on how that is I just know I end up okay. My sister is calling. She couldn’t believe she was talking to me the whole time. I feel like throwing up but I’m also kinda faded and hungry. What the fuck is up with that? My sister said she would think about paying for my trip to Mazatlan because money is short and the extra money she had to pay and the kids and I still feel like throwing up. Almost lost you here. I think he said he played me. Something like that and then he left. I don’t know, klumsy. You’re tripping and I’m just now waking up. 

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